v Practice mindful breathing in order to come back to what is happening in the present moment. (p. 128)
I am on a moonlit horseback ride with my partner, Lightning Bug. This is the first night time ride for Lightning and I. I think of my last moonlit ride, with his herdmate, Kopper Top. Kopper has not been sound for riding lately and I notice melancholy settling into me. I have a restless feeling in my core as if a whirlpool is swirling in my abdomen, my chest begins to tighten, and I notice I am gripping my reins. Lightning’s head comes up high and his step begins to quicken, interspersed with a hop here and there. I realize I have allowed myself to not be present with him and he is calling me to wake up. I relax my shoulders and loosen the reins, I take in a deep breath thinking “I breathe in peace,” I exhale thinking, “I breathe out love.” The swirling in my stomach slows, my chest expands, Lightning’s head lowers and he resumes a walk. I stroke his neck and tell him thank you.
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